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[16 Aug 2004|04:44am] new name /~andthendisaster i promise thats it for a long time. you know how i do. ☼☼☼

[12 Aug 2004|02:33pm] [ music | the smiths ] here i am updating my livejournal again. my tummy is kinda owchie. i starter drinkin wine at 7 o clock and then ended up going dancing. lauren came this time and so that was majoooorr fuuuunnn. poor mallllly. i hink its rainging but i dont know cause my room is so dark cause of all my curtains. i moved my bed when i cleaned my room and i found a family of weiiird bugs there, prolly bed bugs. good thing i cleaned my room. im out of wine for the hurricane BOOOO. but at least i bought 2 bags of herb. cause you know i just can sit around being normal before i die. i think im going to take a bath. last nite on the drive home i was sleeping with my head agiasnt the wind. and i woke up too liquid hitting my face and head and i was like thank god for that sprinkler, that felt good. and then i look and this girl is hanging out the window puking in my hair. hahah i took a bath as soooon as i got home, but i need another one. grossooo. sometimes i can go completly nuts but then everything makes so much sense and then im a genius and ive figured out the way to everything. and i know what to do. and ill do it. and jut to wait and see how amazing i will be one day. oh and i failed my driving test again, all i did was park and they failed me :D ☼☼☼

[11 Aug 2004|03:59pm] [ music | bratmobile ] and im completly oblivious to the fact that were supposed to be wiped away froma hurricane tomorrow. ill just sit in front of the tv some more and play play play till the wind takes me away!!!!!!!!!! ☼☼☼

[11 Aug 2004|03:51pm] when it comes to certainness, i get all kinds of nervousness and being paranoid doesnt help, makes me crazy and stupid, and annoying, but let me say, that isnt me. i wish it were easier for me to get along. god damnit. difficulty, eh its all good in the end i sposes. if i end up a drunken loner who smokes all of your pot, i guess ill have to be happy with it. im succchh a nut basket. hey you take care of me. ☼☼☼

[09 Aug 2004|02:18pm] [ music | kimya dawson ] days can be stupid and they can get to me in a strange way. i get really frustrated someimes if things dont go my way, but i spose that just shows how much of a taurus bitch i am. even though yesterday was dumb, it was fixed by the night and 2 bottles of porto. plus a little help from my friends. rachel and i got down to cockroach level and tried to make friends with the cutest little cockroach, but nope nope nope. i want thai food, but i had no car and this is a big dillema for me seeing as how i have been craving thai food for weeks now. ill wait til my mom gets offa work and then make her take me in her convertable. i would like anyone and everyone who ever thinks about becoming my real friend, that i em fucking insane so sometimes you will have to deal with a ridiculous chloe, but it could be worse, you know? i need a god damned bike. maybe ill do that today, buy a bike. tomorrow im going to get my drivers lisence, why? i dont have a car nor money for a car. when will my life get going? probably never. and thats probably why i should start drinking this other bottle of port. okay i have to go to the store to get some fuck fuck ketchup for my soy chicken patties that i am so so happy to have. ☼☼☼

number 2 [08 Aug 2004|02:29am] well fuck, what the fuck, whats all this talk about plans and successfulness and jobs and shit. i do nothin in this life besides live of course i haave dreams. and fantasys. and thats all i do have, whats a fucking job got to do with anything.and a car. what kind of insanity sanity are you guys living with, suckas damn- thats bullshit. whats wrong with my livejournal friends. FUUCK FUCL FUCK CMON GIT DRUNK. :D have a nice day ljers. ☼☼☼

[07 Aug 2004|09:58pm] aye aye m so tayerrd of beeng stoopid aye mis ophelia aye cunt be heir aneemure ☼☼☼

[07 Aug 2004|12:27am] chloe and lauren:: ::ASSHOLES 3 ☼☼☼

[04 Aug 2004|03:00pm] dont think i forgot about you, secret lover, shengu ;) ☼☼☼

[04 Aug 2004|02:58pm] ohh when will it start. and what do these dreams mean. over and over. new ones and old ones. although all familiar. and connected. sooooo many of them and i just dont understand it. it seems better than what it could mean but than again i see everything through my own rose colored glasses and it will probably end up breaking me once again. i will be strong tomorrow and the next and forever until i die I WILL KEEP FIGHTING! YOU GOT TO KEEP FIGHTING, MY HUSBAND, nanahara <3 ☼☼☼

im a ghost now. [02 Aug 2004|02:08pm] 10 ☼☼☼

[30 Jul 2004|02:11pm] the love man 3 ☼☼☼

i would like to pronounce versus and me,movie and wifer. [27 Jul 2004|03:49am] theses days, just theeese ones. ive realized how everyone including myself is a huge liar and i cant trust anyone. even though i kind of think i can trust myself, i probably cant. ill probably be the worst thing for myself. i think ill be one of those types you know. as the years go on ill drop more and more friends and think of them as the idiots they really are. and realize more and more and again and again that we are all just idiots talking abiout eachothers idiocy. and then maybe ill stick a gun to the button of life and push it, pull it, both. and that will be the end of me and you. and all of them. life has been kind of like that lately. more so that there is a them and there is a me. them and me. army and chloe. everyone should go to training for discipline and maybe grab a reality check while they are there . then you become a part of them and you are no longer a part of chloe no longer a part of chloe and a chloe doesnt mind. she never really listened to what you were saying anyway. peace my friends. 6 ☼☼☼

[20 Jul 2004|12:02am] i finally cut all my toenails except for one big one and it rips all my shoes apart ☼☼☼

[14 Jul 2004|07:51pm] [ music | final fantasy. ] i almost lost my job today, she said she was planning on fireing me and then i talked her out of it, and then i got suspended so guess what?!?!! im on a week and a few days long party woo woo. i cant believe im suspended for that long just for manager discounted my 1.99 meal. fuck the corporate world. fuck the society. im moving out. ☼☼☼

[08 Jul 2004|04:34pm] [ music | calexico ] im so happy, i finally got my camera problem fixed, so i can upload my pictas now. but for 2 hours after i got it back, i couldnt find my memory card with all the pictures on it that i spent 100 bucks on and i was PISSSSED OFF until i checked my bag, and it was sure in my purse. duhhh. anyway heres one picture for you all to enjoy, i hope you enjoy it as much as i do, and you know there will be more later.it big. 2 ☼☼☼

[08 Jul 2004|04:12am] [ music | misfits ] LOOK WHAT I DID TONITE! 1 ☼☼☼

[07 Jul 2004|01:16am] [ mood | drunkie ] [ music | the misfits ] i fixed my computer almost by myself. 9 infected files. gimme reason. i wann amake these songs. i walk milky white hair. fry fry fry no work tomorrow, please? yea right! asian boys please come to my door and gimme loving. ☼☼☼

[01 Jul 2004|04:09pm] last night lauren emily chris and i got all dressed in black to sneak to the fields and pick magic mushrooms, but i was drunk so they wouldnt allow me to go.so i stayed home and waited for 3 hours. mission completed. came home with two donut bags full of shrooms, laurens first trip. i ate 2, they ate 3, i dint really trip either did emily, kinda though. blonde redhead was so amazing it was the band of the night. lauren was kinda goin nuts but i think her next trip will be way better. i just laid down, and the sounds were extreme and the pictures in my head were kinda crazy, i wish i could rememver them to paint. basically i felt lonely all nite. but i looked like a porcelin doll wrapped in a rose petal , quote by lauren. i love lauren i wish she wasnt on her way to gainesville, but people have other frieds. ya know. i wish i had more port to drink, but i do have mushroom tea to drink. so its tea than video games and that concludes my day. ill prolly try and get ----- to come over since i always think abot him everyday. ill watch battle royal and seven samari and maybe write some songs and paint. today will be a productive day. lately people have been making me feel like a bad person and then i realize, hey i kinda am a bad person. but not all around just a bad people person. i hate them, people. i hate them. im stuck on onimusha 2 and i wish i could figure it out. i hate being sober these days. ....these days... hmm music. i need music. i forgot im not typing to myself. kay bye. heres todays post picture my boyfriend, not yours. ☼☼☼

[22 Jun 2004|05:14am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | chinese flute music ] ive changed my journal all around. which is weird. i dont ever do that. its 5:15 am. i was real drunk tonite. lauren was real stoned and she was flippppin out what a crazy driver. we are poets bang bang BANG BANG will she be my lover? you guys ever seen that movie dead man? its so fucking good and i wanna watch it right now. but i dont HAVE IT. id ont have ANY good movies minus the mother fucking professional. word dicky i mean word lifey 4 ☼☼☼

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